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ponytail girl

June 2010

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I dont think you ever learn the true meaning of pain until you have to watch your husband march off onto a bus to fly to a war zone. I havent sat down and really thought about since he left. I guess I've been trying to pretend like he's only on a excersize rather than in Kuwait. It's a lot harder than I thought it would be. Luckily, he has sparadic internet and I have a lot of good friends. I've had to do a lot of changing. I've had to really adept. When I think I'm doing okay, I realize it's only been 2 weeks. I still have a huge amount left. You can only play Sims all day for so long. There comes a time when you just break. I havent been sleeping. Every noise wakes me up. Im extremely nervous. I am hoping this will tame down when I move on post. I feel somewhat safer now that I have the phone turned back on. At least moving will keep me busy for a while. Right now, it seems like the fastest ways to pass the days is to sleep. Eli doesnt agree with that idea though.

He and I are both sick. Picked up a nice cold from his lovely Fairy Godmother althenax. So we both have a lovely runny noses and dry coughs. No fevers though. Otherwise I would be going to the doctor, and that is not fun. He's also teething, so I drastically bottle weaned him. But it worked. Didnt get as mean as Niki, but close... haha.

Im going to file taxes for keith this week so we can get really rich. Heehee. I have to wait until the end of the month to get the appropriate LES showing his new promotion (he's an E4 now) and then I can move. Good riddance to TexStar. Then I should have the cable internet and the satellite not until then though.

And I finally saw a movie in the first time since Dec 2001. Aren't you happy for me? lol There was so much homosexual undertones through out "Return of the King". Everyone else was crying and I was laughing. I kept thinking, Sam just kiss Frodo and get it over with. lol. Of course, that's probably included in the extended version. Haha.


I'm really sorry things are hard for you.
Big hugz and some little snuzzles...now that you are netting again I'm here to talk...
I need your new address when you move! I want to send you things. :-)
Sure, blame me....rofl...You'll do fine!!! I promise.
The weird, lost, no-clue-feeling will go away.

Love and BB and LL