I had a dream this morning that I dont quite remember. It was about my life with him and how miserable he made me. How I thought it was happiness but I was so wrong. I dont know why I let things go as long as I did. I guess I just wanted the attention. I thought it was love. I was so niave. Im not sure of the details, I just know I woke up upset and thought about how lucky I am to have Keith now.
I think I have an allergy to the banaids they use at the clinic. Both of my arms are red and swollen where the band aids were, and bruised where they poked me. *lol* Im such a baby.
Im trying those Crest Whitening Strips to bleach my teeth. They're kinda funky. The peroxide in them bubbles up and you can feel it foaming. *lol* That sounds so weird. Seriously.
My mom just came home and told me about my test. She says that I am fine. So I can eat sweets, just have to watch my weight. She says in her medical opinion, I am fine, but the clinic says that I am borderline. So unless I gain a lot of weight, I should be okay. *BIG SIGH OF RELIEF* I am still going to be able to leave on my vacation!! YEA!! lol. I do need to watch my junk food addictions. They tend to get bad at times. lol. But the good news is, I can still have STRAWBERRY LIMEADES!!! WEEEEE lol
so what is the point of having a paid journal where I dont have the intellegence to do anything with it. huh. Someone tell me the cool things to do when you have a paid journal. cuz I have no idea why i wasted money on it, when i havent used thing. lmao
Oh the bubbling. I am telling you, you have never felt anything quite as weird as crest whitening strips. You know what happens when you pour peroxide on a cut? That is what is happening to my mouth! *lol* Except in gel form. ha. But I think they are working already, and I just barely started using them. Im sure having peroxide sit on your teeth for an hour a day for 2 weeks will make them somewhat whiter. That's what I get for being bottle fed coffee with formula as creamer as a child. :)
----ok back to being bored----