October 22nd, 2002

ponytail girl

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It's been WW3 with this computer tonight. It's just not being nice at all. Keith called of course, and his forms are in to talk to his DS "sometime this week". When this will be I don't know. Hopefully we'll know something soon. Trying not to get too into a decision until we know for sure. Of course, I got some disheartening news. It seems that this morning (or rather yesterday now) one of the guys was complaining about AIT and how it's worse than BCT (yeah, right). The DS then told them all something to the extent of "It's not worse, Im tired of you bitching and ya'll need to stop bitching about wanting to go home". So this makes me worry. Keith still thinks he may know how to do it though.

Im moving, down the hall. Im losing the massive guest room and moving into my sister's old room. It's smaller, but I think I like it better. Once I got putting baby stuff in there, I really like it. I do lose my own bathroom, but that's not too big of a deal. I still have access when no one is staying over. I don't need a massive bedroom for just me, content laying in bed all day. :)

That's my excitement. Im going to bed. *g*
ponytail girl

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Oh! And I signed up for my birthing classes today. Nov 2 we're going all day. The woman who runs them is so cool. She told me she's giving my mom a hard time about being a grandma. Anyone who gives anyone in my family a hard time is cool with me.
ponytail girl

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the anticipation is starting to get old. i've been trying not to get myself too worked up and curious about wether or not keith will be allowed to come home. i've been forcing myself to be optimistic since he left, and it's really exausting. Im a pessimist by nature. I've had to be the one to encourage him and tell him that he can do what he's been doing. I've shown all the support I can. Now I have to sit and twidle my thumbs, and I just can't do it. I can't wait and wonder every day what the verdict is going to be. They're going to say no. With all I've heard, there is no way he's going to come home. Some girl went AWOL and the whole base is freaking out. One person had to ruin it for everyone. Now will I let Keith know about this? Of course not. But at least accepting it now makes for less disappointment later.
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ponytail girl

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my sister moshtaterwas telling me today she's amazed with how much I can post, even though sometimes I post stupid retarded caca (like bitching about not being able to take a nap). She summed it up to the fact that Im a loser and have no life. Im diggin the fact that she works at JoAnne's now. That means discount! the week after Halloween, they have a before the store opens employee sale where they all get 50% off. ooooh, Im so excited. Im going to get so much crappage. *lol* Im such a craft store addict. Too bad ya'll don't live in Utah... you could come with :-p

It's so hard to continue to move all my crap. Being pregnant makes things 200 times harder. Im giong to make cupcakes. mmmm, cupcakes. heehee.

And yes, Im still remaining pessimistic. So nah.