November 4th, 2002

ponytail girl

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still not feeling too good today. Just really lonely. Sometimes I wonder if the medication works. I tend to get on these roller coasters. One day Im super good to go, and then the next few Im really down. I've just had a lot of bad news lately. Tomorrow comes the big news of what is wrong with Keith and what they are going to be doing to him. Lucky for him he's at the top medical facility of the Army. Unlucky for me that means he won't get sent home. Of course, since I bought that plane ticket for Dec. I don't care too much. Don't want to just lose that. Im hoping they don't discharge him over this whole mess. I don't think I could handle them giving him that news. His whole life he's dreamed of doing what he is doing now, and to have it taken away... well, I just don't want to have to deal with that unless I have to.

Nothing new and interesting to report. Im tired, sad and just pathetic. That's all.