January 14th, 2003

ponytail girl

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all right, girls. everyone army-wife-related listen up. I got an email last night from Keith. It seemed really unlike him and it really bothered me. I asked him about it, and he said they have been telling all of the guys at AIT that their marriages "are doomed" and that they will all be divorcing. Keith has now been feeling like he is A) failing as a father B) failing as a husband and C) I want to divorce him. I have this sick feeling that they are promoting the guys to get divorced in the slight chance something (Knock on wood) happens while overseas. I don't know... Im just worried. Here is his email:Collapse )
ponytail girl

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and to add to that, a few days ago, I had a disturbing vision. Some of you already know about it. I was watching TV and all of the sudden, I saw Keith get shot in the stomach and die in a jungly area. I told Keith about it, and he said Im just freaking over nothing. Anxiety. Which I am sure it is. I can't watch the news. I can't pay attention. Now that it's getting sooner and sooner to the end of his training, I worry more and more.

Yesterday, everyone who is going overseas got their orders. Keith got his to go to Benning, which he isnt anymore, doesnt want to be airborne due to the stress fractures.

Good news though, Keith gets to recruit in Tampa for 3 weeks!! that will be SOOOO wonderful to be around his family before we get shipped off.

Im spending the day in SL tomorrow, so don't expect me online until late. I also have SO much packing to do. It's so hard with Eli. Anyone want to come babysit? :)