March 12th, 2003

ponytail girl

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1. keith still has no paper orders which means he's going to be held over
2. no leave at all, period.
3. once he gets to Ft Hood, he has 2-4 weeks and then he deploys for 6-8 m.

Im selfish and upset and i really dont care. what this means for me is that im going to go alone and be brave and figure it all out. i dont even know how i feel about the situation right now. im to the point where i just cant cry anymore.
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ponytail girl

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weeeelll, I do have some news. Nothing too good though. He has to be there by Monday, so I am thinking I'll be there sometime within the next week. We'll have to see how it pans out. I'm feeling a lot better about the situation. ALOT. I knew this was going to happen, and well, I'll make the best of things. I can't be pessimistic all the time or else I will just burn out. I had my day of saddness and now it's time to get over it and deal. At least we will have some time together. We'll make due with what we can get. Such is the life of an Army wife. It wasn't just his decision to do this. So I have to just be happy and make a home and do what is best for my son and I.

Thank you so much for your support. I do have a wonderful family (who I spent most the day on the phone with) and my great friends online. Thank you for all the love today. It was much needed. I'll try and keep everyone up to date. But pretty soon (Ill be going insane) I will have no computer. I will do my best to update whenever I find a way, but I'll give you our cell.

*snoogins all*
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